Tuesday, December 19, 2006
first lesson of driving today. and i head down to the centre. i saw him. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. but i saw him. and it was so coincidental. man, of all the fucking days i choose this day. and of al the fucking time slots, this time slot. SAVE ME. fuck. i was totally stunned for words and my fucking heart was fucking beating so fast i thought i was going to die. omg. unbelievable. so dear God. WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME!? ...im screaming inside though im really trying to make everything seem stupid. ugh. im going to cry. i really am. why the fuck do you suddenly appear again...unwillingly remembering you. how do you hold me back from the present without even trying to..
- everything's just temporary;
3:19 PM